~COUNTING THE STARS~

It's a midnight, when all the people fall into deep sleep, having a sweet dreams or a nightmares under the night sky which is full of the star. I don't know why I can't sleep, so I decided to go to the garden behind our boarding house. When I arrive I notice one of my friend sitting in the chair near the fountain. Then I said

"hey, what are you doing out here?" ask me. Yeah there's my famous friend, all the girl know who is he. He look at me and smile sadly. The pain apparent in his eyes now.

"just counting the stars.." he answere.

"Counting the star, huh?" it makes me a little bit confused. His gaze still look up in the night sky. I don't know what he mean until he said..

"because it makes me feel I'm not completely alone.. And to remind me of what I never had..."

now, I know what he said. Back to his past life with so much pain. Although he always smile but in his heart full of pain and sadness.

"yeah... I think the star will be glad that you always care and counting them.. He..he.." the hell what I said.

He laugh, harder and harder..

"oh.. Can you shut up, you freakin' asshole" brat, I wanna kick him.

"sorry.. Hehe.." he still smile at me.

"yeah"

there was a long silence in which both of them just stare at sky..and his friend breaking the silence.

"you knom, I think you're right." he said

"whaddya mean?" man.. Talking with him making me got a headache.

"yeah, I think, even the stars get lonely sometimes, just like you said, they will be glad if I care to them with counting them or lookin at them? I think this lonely will faded away." he said carefully.

"whatever will you doing, counting, looking but remember don't try to talk to them or I will send yo to the 'hospital'!!" I said with my face turn frown.

He laugh harder.

"man... You going to be a lunatic."

"haha.. Sorry friend." he apologise.

"heh, whatever I will back to my room, I'm sleepy now." with yawn, I stand up and walking back to boarding house.

"yeah.. Good night and have a sweet dream." he wave his hand to me.

"you too." I answere

the night sky full of star, it's beautiful I thought. May be there's someone who need their ( I mean star ) existance, to bringing back his strength in order to move on the road who will be his choice.

And I.. only can pray for his happiness.

~SWEET AND ANGSTY~

~SWEET~

A girl once asked a boy "do you like me?"
he said no.
"am I pretty?"
he said no.
Then she said "if I were to walk away, would you cry?"
and the boy said no.
She had heard too much, and turned to walk away, the boy caught her hand and said..

"I don't like you, I love you. You're not pretty, you're beautiful. If you were to leave I wouldn't cry, I would die. And if you were to die I wouldn't die, my life wouldn't die, my life would have ended with you because you are my life."



~FRIEND/BEST FRIEND~

FRIEND : will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIEND : will go up and ask him, " it's because you're gay, isn't it?"
FRIEND : help you up when you fall.
BEST FRIEND : keeps on walking and say "walk much, dumb ass?"
FRIEND : help you find your prince
BEST FRIEND : kidnaps him and bring him to you
FRIEND : will ask you if you're okay when you're crying.
BEST FRIEND : will laugh at you and say "hahaha... Pathetic loser!"
FRIEND : will sit at side of pool with you
BEST FRIEND : just push you in the pool
FRIEND : shares you their umbrella in the rain
BEST FRIEND : takes yours and say "RUN - BEEP - RUN!!"
FRIEND : borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
BEST FRIEND : loses your stuff and tell you "my bad... Here's a tissue."
FRIEND : only know a few things about you
BEST FRIEND : could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story.


Enough to Think that 'your best friend' is a dumb ass... But a life without a best friend would be like a day without the sun, but I would miss my best friend so much more than I would miss the sun.

Am I right?

di bawah ni film2 yang pernah gw tonton:

a. Superman..... sang gatot kaca versi sunda

b. bad boys....... budak baong

c. titanic....... parahu tilelep

d. enemy at the gate......... musuh ngajedog di pager

e. original sin....... tara pernah solat

f. ghost......... jurig pangkasepna

g. home alone....... keueung

h. the awakening........ hudang sare

i. after the sunset........ waktosna adzan magrib

j. school rumble.......... sakola sakola tapi gandeng siga di pasar

k. naruto........ ucing garong lulumpatan

l. one piece........... tukang layar

m. sunshine........... waktosna adzan subuh tinggal sapuluh menit deui

n. nodame cantabile.......... tukang baramaen

o. gokusen............ barudak bangor

p. death note......... bisi aya nu hoyong geura2 ninggalkeun alam dunya mangga daftar heula

q. casino royale.......... tukang togel

r. secret............. tong diwartoskeun kasasaha

s. kyou kara maou..............jadi raja gara-gara boga rambut hideung

t. prince of tennis................ kararasep


itu hanya bagian yang aqw ingat selebihnya gak ingat lagi....

buku harian si cewek SMA

Hari ini gua bangun pagi pagi
gak taunya gua bangun kesiangan
pagi hari ini gua lari lari
gak taunya gua belum mandi pagi

gua liat di depan gerbang
mas parno siap menghadang
gua muter muter gak karuan
akhirnya gua di jemur seharian

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Matahari terbit di pagi buta...... warna
Burung berkicau indah sekali...... burung emang berkicau, kalo menggonggong itu baru aneh..
aku bangkit dari tidurku.......... yahhh... padahal sekalian aja bangkit dari kubur
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critanya gw dah slese bikin ntu syair.... dengan senang hati gua memamerkanya pada teman2...
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